Trans Geek Movie Kickstarter

Making movies can take a long time, especially when you don’t have a huge budget. Back in 2012 I was interviewed for something called Trans*Geek Movie. After three years, and some 60 hours of interviews, the folks behind the film are finally on the last lap and have launched a Kickstarter campaign to raise the money needed for the final few interviews and post-production. This is, of course, also a good way of pre-ordering your copy of the film (and trust me it will not be coming to a cinema near you). It should be a very important cultural document, particularly in view of all of the nonsense that has gone on around trans women in the gaming community in the years since I did my interview.

With any luck, the bits with me in won’t make the final cut, but if you want to have a good laugh at how horrible I look on film, and also listen to some very smart other trans people talk about their work, you can see a series of clips from the early interviews here.

Hollywood Rewrites History (again)

Some of you will have heard that a film about the 1969 Stonewall riot, often cited as the beginning of the gay rights movement, is being made. Those of you who follow me on Twitter will have seen a barrage of tweets denouncing the film as a total work of fiction. I figured I should do a post explaining what really happened at Stonewall.

The problem with the film is that Hollywood, being Hollywood, has found it necessary to re-write the events at Stonewall so that they center around a white, cis-normative gay man. The reality was quite different. The New York police targeted the Stonewall Inn precisely because it was a known as hangout of trans people of color. As this article in Huffington Post makes clear, what followed was at least as much a race riot as it was a gay rights riot.

Here are some of the actual heroes of Stonewall: Marsha P Johnson, Sylvia Rivera, Miss Major and Stormé DeLarverie.

Stonewall did involve some cis-normative white gays and lesbians, and that is doubtless why it is remembered as the first such protest, despite the fact that similar riots took place in Los Angeles and San Francisco years earlier. The Cooper’s Donuts riot (1959) and Compton’s Cafeteria riot (1966) both involved primarily trans women of color, and so are quietly erased by the white-dominated and cis-normative gay rights movement.

As for the beginning of the gay rights movement, that more properly belongs in Europe in the 1860s with men such as Karl-Maria Kertbeny and Karl Heinrich Ulrichs, both of whom spoke out against homophobic laws being put before the Prussian parliament. Kertbeny actually invented the term “homosexual”. Before him there wasn’t really any concept of a binary divide between “gay” and “straight” people. It was more a question of what one did, rather than who one was.

Thankfully Hollywood no longer has a monopoly on movies these days. There are films in production about the lives of Miss Major (who is still alive and I have had the honor to meet) and Marsha P Johnson (who, like so many trans women of color, died in unexplained circumstances). There is also a documentary about Marsha available on YouTube.

Miss Major has done an interview for Autostraddle about the Stonewall film. It is a lot of fun.

Meanwhile I eagerly look forward to the Hollywood film about the black civil rights movement which shows how Martin Luther King and Malcolm X owed everything to a brave white man…

Days of Future Past : The Rogue Cut

I’m kind of conflicted about “director’s cut” versions of movies. On the one hand, directorial fiddling such as we’ve had with Blade Runner gets on my nerves; on the other, restoring cut scenes to make the story flow better is generally a good thing.

I’m no great expert on how movies are made, but listening to commentary tracks it seems fairly clear that directors often have a big fight to get what they want. They are subject to the whims of marketing people, focus groups, and most importantly studio executives. None of these people know much about story telling. What they all seem to have in common is a desire to make the film as short as possible; preferably under two hours. Age of Ultron is a classic example of the sort of damage that can cause. I had to watch the film twice just to get a handle on what was going on. Apparently, when it comes out on disc, a much longer version will be available.

Before that, however, there has been a new release of X-Men: Days of Future Past. For the benefit of those of you who don’t obsessively follow superhero movies (don’t all shout at once), it is called The Rogue Cut, because it restores Rogue to the story. Some of the changes are simply adding missing scenes. The resulting movie is 16 minutes longer. But The Rogue Cut is much more than that. In some ways it is a very different film.

I’m going to have to get a little spoilery here because otherwise I can’t really explain how it is different, but I expect those most of you who have read this far will have already seen the film. The major change is that Kitty is so damaged by her struggle to keep control of Logan’s time traveling following the events in Paris that she is in danger of dying on the job. Charles and Eric go in search of Rogue, who has been captured by the Sentintels, because she can take Kitty’s powers and take over the job of keeping Logan in the past.

That change, however, has multiple consequences. Several character arcs change significantly as a result; most notably those of Raven, Hank and Bobby. It is pretty clear listening to Bryan Singer’s commentary that this is not only his preferred version of the film, it is a necessary one. That is, things that will happen in the next film are foreshadowed in this version of Days of Future Past, but not in the theatrical release.

From my point of view, what I’m seeing here is a structural edit. It is like seeing two versions of a novel: a first draft, and one in which the author has added some new chapters, and totally re-written others. I’m an editor. I love seeing this sort of thing because of the insight it gives into the story-making process, and the way that the creators see the characters.

I should probably be annoyed at the studio executives who forced Singer to make such radical changes to the theatrical release in order to shave 16 minutes off the run time. Actually, however, I’m grateful to have been able to get this little piece of insight into the film-making process. It makes the whole thing much more interesting for me.

Trans Pride – Day 1

So, here I am at the seaside. Today the weather has been endless torrential rain. Welcome to the British summer.

Thankfully the forecast for tomorrow is mostly dry, and I have been told that it has been very dry in Brighton of late so the water should mostly sink in and not leave the park we are using a quagmire. Unfortunately the forecast for Sunday is more torrential rain, so the Picnic on the Beach has been relocated to the Marlborough.

This evening’s event was the film festival at the Duke of York Picturehouse. They opened up with a film of Alice Denny reading a poem about last year’s Trans Pride, followed by the first episode of Heartichoke, a comedy series that Fox & Lewis are putting together. Watch the teaser here. The final support piece was a film about a trans activist from India which was much more positive that the “tragic hijra” stuff I’m used to seeing, though still a bit cliched.

The main entertainment for the evening was Kate Bornstein is a Queer and Pleasant Danger, a film about Kate’s life made by Sam Feder. I knew most of the story already, though you could have knocked me down with a feather when I found out that Kate was introduced to Sandy Stone by Janice Raymond, of all people. However, most of the audience were much less familiar with Kate’s life and work. The film ends with Kate still in the middle of her cancer crisis, so they added a little postscript to assure the audience that it all turned out alright in the end. Lots of people got rather emotional.

The thing that resonated most for me was when Kate talked about going on book tours these days and meeting loads of young people living happy trans lives — something that Kate and I could only dream about when we were that age. I know exactly what she means, and I was able to see a movie theatre packed full of exactly that sort of young person.

The Duke of York seats 280. We sold every seat, and could have sold more.

I’m now back at my hotel catching up on the day’s email. Fingers crossed that tomorrow’s weather is indeed fairly good.

Jupiter Ascending – The Blu Ray

Jupiter Ascending


Last night I watched the Jupiter Ascending Blu Ray. Here are some thoughts.

I have quite a big television. It is not big enough for this film. Possibly nothing is big enough for this film.

There are several extras, but nothing like the thoughtful, in-depth discussion of choices that you get on Cloud Atlas. It is mostly just fun staff and a bunch of people saying how great the Wachowskis are to work with. Lana and Andy talk a bit about inspirations. They do not talk about a gender-swapped Matrix, but then such things can easily happen subconsciously, or simply because of narrative structures. They do talk about Cinderella, which I should have expected. They also talk about The Wizard of Oz, with Jupiter as Dorothy and Caine as Toto. I should have thought of that too, because mostly all Jupiter wants to do is go home.

The plot makes a lot more sense once you know who everyone is and you are not trying to figure things out as you go along. There’s a lot of world-building crammed into the film, and I suspect that stretched some viewers. Of course it is still space opera, and thus intrinsically silly, but at least you can follow what’s going on.

I want a TV series featuring Captain Tsing and her crew.

I enjoyed the movie even more second time through, despite the smallness of the screen. I want to see this film with Kevin. I am a hopeless romantic at times.

Fury Road – Brief Thoughts

Wow. Two whole hours of solid stupid. As I said on Twitter last night, let no one now dare tell me that the plot of Jupiter Ascending makes no sense.

And this, remember, is someone who is a life-long fan of Formula 1. I like watching cars going round and round in circles.

I guess, though, that Mad Max is more for fans of stock cars and monster truck racing, where half the point is that the vehicles should look ridiculous and get destroyed during the race.

Of course it was funny. Furiosa was (mostly) tougher than Max. A small group of women managed to defeat an entire army of Gamergaters, sorry Warboys. Women deserve a chance at all roles in life, including idiot car chase movies.

As feminist science fiction, however, I found Fury Road wanting. I note that when it came to actually having a plan, as opposed to just running away, it was Max who came up with it. I wanted to see more leadership from the women. And I wanted a plot that you could actually believe in, because if the plot is nonsense all you have done is blow a few raspberries at the Patriarchy.

It will doubtless get on my Hugo ballot next year, if only to annoy the puppies. There will be films and TV that I will have enjoyed more.

Ultron Review

I have finally managed to process my thoughts about Avengers: Age of Ultron. The review is inevitably spoilerific, but if you have seen the film, and more particularly if you have been reading all of the outrage about the film, you may want to take a look.

Queer Vision Launch

Bristol’s new year-round LGBT film festival, Queer Vision, launched yesterday with a bunch of great short films from the Iris Prize archives. I really enjoyed the whole hour’s program, which ranged from the deeply tragic to the delightfully comic.

The trailer above was for the Kickstarter campaign for Black is Blue, a film about a young trans man from Oakland and the fraught relationship between trans men and the lesbian community. It made me very homesick for the Bay Area, but did a great job of examining the issues and had an almost entirely black cast.

In stark contrast there was this hilarious animation from Germany, Zebra, which I guess is about how you can be accepted no matter how queer you are.

Thanks also due to the awesome Jayne Graham-Cummings whose brainchild this all is, to Daryn Carter as ever for making things happen, to Bramley & Gage for sponsoring the cocktails at the afterparty, and to the (Conservative) Lord Mayor, Alastair Watson, for turning up to give the event his civic blessing.

Blade Runner – Flash Fiction

In the future, in a world not unlike The Culture, gender transitions are absolute. Biological science has advanced to the point at which they can re-program your entire body, even editing your chromosomes. Of course you do still want to be the same person, so the brain structure is not changed. Only the cell internals are edited, not the connections. Your skills and memories will still be intact.

On a planet called Greer they have invented a psychometric test designed to detect memories of having lived in a gender other than that which your body currently manifests. It is the only known way of telling if someone is trans or not. It is known as the Raymond-Bindel test. The people of Greer employ an elite cadre of assassins whose job it is to use this test to hunt down trans people and kill them.

They do not call this execution.

They call it, “a cure”.

Brief Movie Review – Interstellar

As there was nothing much of interest happening last night, and I was pretty much done on the training material I had to write, I decided to settle in with a nice meal and a movie. Interstellar had just come out on Blu Ray, and I had some steak and a bottle of Aussie Shiraz for the holiday.

I’m glad I had some really good wine. I hadn’t quite understood the people who had said they had walked out after about half an hour when they saw the film in the cinema. Now I do.

Remember that bit at the end of Contact where it goes all woo-woo and mystical. Interstellar is like that. For. Three. Fucking. Hours.

Look, if I want a totally daft movie then at least give me one that is beautiful to look at, doesn’t try to pretend it makes sense, and has space vampire and jet boots. OK?

Of course there’s still three hours of extras to watch yet. It may be that Interstellar, like the Hobbitses, is far more interesting in the making than in the viewing. Then again, some of the extra promise to explain the “science” behind the film…

Of Actors and Plots

Some of you may have seen a fair amount of discussion online about the decision to cast Eddie Redmayne in the part of the pioneering trans woman, Lili Elbe, for a forthcoming movie, The Danish Girl. Paris Lees does her best to cut through the binary thinking here.

So yeah, it’s not simple. Here are some thoughts.

Before we go any further I’d like to dispense with the excuse being put about that the part has to be played by a man because they didn’t have hormone therapy back then. Bollocks. Magnus Hirschfeld, the German doctor at whose clinic Elbe was a patient, pioneered the use of hormones for gender medicine. Obviously Lili would not have been treated in childhood to save her from going through male puberty, as can happen today, but I’m pretty sure she will have had access to estrogen.

Anyway: trans actor, male actor, female actor? I’m not too fussed. I suspect that Redmayne will do a pretty good job. I would like to see more trans people get high profile work in acting. In fact I’d like to see them get to play cis people, because if we have a world in which trans women can only play trans women, and cis women can only play cis women, that plays right into the hands of the TERFS who insist that trans and cis women are two radically different things that should never be confused with one another. Maybe we have to get a start by playing trans parts, but I want to see us move way beyond that.

What concerns me far more is what Hollywood will do with our story. I have read a lot of books written by cis people that include trans characters. In many cases these are essentially voyeuristic. That is, the books are there to “explain” trans people to a cis audience. Often they exist to reassure cis people who might be afraid of us, or who might fear that their lives might somehow be destroyed if a friend or family member came out as trans. Even when the books are written by people who are supportive and sympathetic, sometimes even when they are written by my friends, the book can go wrong because the person writing it doesn’t have the experience to get inside the head of the trans character.

How much worse is Hollywood going to be? I think we all know the answer to that. Just in case we didn’t, here’s Bethany Black explaining why she didn’t audition for the part:

https://twitter.com/BethanyBlack/status/572382518302916608

So yeah, I would have loved for Saga Becker or Rebecca Root or someone like them to have gotten the part, but I suspect their reaction to the script might have been the same as Beth’s. What I want much more is for the film not to be awful. Could you manage that, Eddie, please?

This Is Space Opera

Jupiter Ascending
I should confess a bias here. I am, and always will be, #TeamLana. Even if she makes crappy movies, she still gets to make movies, and for girls like us that’s a jaw-dropping achievement.

Having said that, it is very clear that in Jupiter Ascending Lana and Andy Wachowski have set out to make the biggest, daftest, most spectacular piece of opera ever to grace an intergalactic stage. It has a plot with more holes than Blackburn, Lancashire; it has villains with a penchant for Victorian melodrama; it has action scenes that are way too long (and in any case designed to be viewed in 3D which would make me ill); and is has a soppy, romantic story of a girl and her puppy. Most of all, however, it has panoramas like the one above. If you want to see that in full size you can do so here.

Oh, and it has spaceships to die for. And costumes. I want whoever did the dresses for that movie working for me if I ever have to go to another award ceremony.

A few other things.

I want that flying motorbike thing.

Nikki Amuka-Bird totally steals the show as Captain Tsing.

The heroine is an illegal immigrant to the USA from Russia, and the villains are all greedy capitalists.

SEAN BEAN!!!

The Pygar moment at the end.

Jupiter Ascending is a very silly, very fun movie. I want to see it again, and next time I want Kevin with me.

The Representation Project

Much of the conversation in the round table last night revolved around how solving issues such as rape and harassment will require us to tackle deep-seated problems with the way human society works. This has to start young, and it has to involve tacking the media. I’m in the process of writing an article about this for my next Bristol 24/7 column, but in the meantime I saw a tweet from my friends at TIGER Bristol today that pointed me to an organization I had not heard of before, but which seems very promising.

The Representation Project is a Bay Area based charity whose mission statement is as follows:

Using film as a catalyst for cultural transformation, The Representation Project inspires individuals and communities to challenge and overcome limiting gender stereotypes so that everyone, regardless of gender, race, class, age, sexual orientation or circumstance can fulfill their potential.

The Project was started by Jennifer Siebel Newsom after she showed this film at Sundance. Obviously, being a media-oriented California charity it is big on celebrity endorsements and fundraising, but it does appear to be trying to be intersectional. Their website includes some interesting infographics, several of which focus on issues of race. I was particularly struck by the fact that only 6 of the top 500 grossing films of all time feature a woman of color as the lead. And of those the top five are all animated.

The project’s latest campaign is getting people to take a pledge as follows: “I pledge to use my voice to challenge society’s limiting representations of gender.” That was pretty much a no-brainer for me, because it is what I do. The video that they produced to support it (see below) contains a mention of Laverne Cox. Also Ms. Newsom’s husband has as good a reputation on LGBT rights as one can hope to expect from a successful California politician. All of which is encouraging.

In any case, I am firmly of the opinion that if we can get away from the hierarchical notion of gender with which we are currently inflicted then much of the opprobrium directed at people who are seen to flout gender norms will evaporate. More power to you, Ms. Newsom. Go kick some Hollywood ass.

Oh, and while I am on the subject I was delighted to hear a few days ago that Geena Davis has started a new film festival that is specifically aimed at highlighting diversity in the industry. I look forward to finding out about new trans-themed films and talented trans film makers.

A Surfeit of Hobbitses

As there is never anything worth watching on TV over the Holidays, I have got into the habit of watching movies instead. For the past few years I have binge-watched the Lord of the Rings trilogy, which I still enjoy despite the occasional bits of idiocy, especially where battle scenes are involved. Of course there is now a whole new trilogy to watch, but that’s much less enjoyable. I thought the first Hobbit film was poor, and the second bad. I saw the third one yesterday, and as I rather expected parts of it were absolutely dreadful.

On the other hand, I have bought the Extended Editions of the first two films, and will buy the third. I doubt that I’ll actually watch the movies again, except to listen to the director’s commentary. I didn’t buy them for that, I bought them for the Appendices, and to my mind they are worth every penny.

To start with the Appendices give you some insight into why certain artistic decisions have been made. I might not always like those decisions, but I have to admit that there were problems that needed solving. A fairly obvious one is how to make all 13 dwarves distinct and memorable characters. Of course not all of the problems they set themselves are real. Peter Jackson clearly feels that it is necessary for them to outdo themselves in terms of ever more ridiculous action scenes in each movie. In fact it appears to be one of the parts of making the films that he loves best. *sigh*

The Appendices give you the opportunity to see geniuses like Alan Lee, John Howe and Howard Shore at work. There are also many exceptionally talented people who work behind the scenes on everything from prosthetics to building sets to making weapons and costumes to digital art. You get to meet unheralded stars of the process such as Leith McPherson, the dialect coach, and Terry Notary, the movement coach. The views you get of the sets, and of course of the magnificent New Zealand scenery, are often better than you get in the actual films. I’ve even come to have a lot more respect for Benedict Cumberbatch, though I do wish he’d stick to acting and never go near the F1 podium again and I’m still very nervous about Dr. Strange.

Watching the appendices gives me a much better understanding of the process of making movies. I’ve learned a lot about screenwriting, acting, and just how much hard work goes into it. Just think of the food fight scene in Bag End, for example. Every time the director calls “cut” the table has to be reset exactly as it was, with all of the same food on it. Deborah Logan, the food stylist, made at least 10 identical sets of all of those dishes. They had a potter who made thousands of pieces of crockery.

This brings me to the issue of the three films. Jackson & co clearly didn’t intend to do three films at the start. They don’t clearly explain why they made the change. My guess is that it may have been something to do with the budget, in that the expense of all that worldbuilding is considerable and can be more easily borne by the studio if spread over three films rather than two.

Something else that comes through clearly is the family nature of the production process. These six films have been in production for more than 10 years. The people involved have inevitably got to know each other very well. I’m sure it hasn’t all been sweetness and light, but the team does seem to get on very well. I like the way that Jackson welcomes the children of the team into the process, and the use of Maori ceremonies to make important stages in production.

So all in all, although I really didn’t like the Hobbit movies very much, I have a much better understanding of why they are the way they are, and I have many, many hours of interesting documentary footage to watch. I’m even prepared to admit that, when it comes to getting millions of people to watch your films, Peter Jackson’s artistic judgement may well be far superior to my own.

There’s only one thing about the final Hobbit film that I’m not going to budge on, and sadly it is by no means the only big film this holiday season to have made this mistake. I understand from Twitter that Paddington and Boxtrolls have similar issues. We need to stop making “man-in-a-dress” jokes.

To start with, it is misogynist, because it plays into the whole idea of a woman who wants to be like a man being admirable, but a man who wants to be like a woman is shameful. Do we laugh at Eowyn for dressing like a man? No, of course we don’t. But to illustrate how disgusting and shameful Alfrid is we have him dressing as a woman and we are supposed to laugh at this.

My guess is that most people who make jokes like this are not intending to make fun of trans people. Nevertheless, such jokes do impact us. The “you look like a man in a dress” line is the most common and least imaginative insult thrown at trans women. Fear that we will look like that is one of the main reasons why trans people get rejected by their families.

When I was a kid, it was perfectly acceptable to make racist jokes, often involving blacking up. Thankfully those days are gone. I hope I live to see the day when making man-in-a-dress jokes go the same way.

And please note that I am not calling for an end to drag, which is often very celebratory of femininity.

The Thanksgiving Post

Hello, American friends, I miss you.

However, in the grand tradition of today’s festival, I am watching NFL on TV, and I am thinking about what I am thankful for.

The list is pretty short, because the latter part of this year has been spectacularly shit. I am, however, still alive, still healthy, and Kevin still loves me. I try to remember these things in amongst all of the family drama, fannish drama, VAT rule changes and other things that are keeping me awake at night.

Short term, however, I am particularly grateful for one thing: I have a copy of Guardians of the Galaxy on Blu Ray, and I am going to watch it tonight. It is, I suspect, pure escapism, but it is funny, and has a kick-ass sound track. It also has Rocket, and Groot. That’s just what I need right now.

Music Video Before MTV

I woke up this morning to find Kate Elliott on Twitter saying that she was old because she remembered the early days of MTV.

Well, of course, some of us are SO OLD that we remember the days before MTV. But that doesn’t mean that music video didn’t exist. Kate’s post sent me down a rabbit hole of researching the history of the music video, hence this post. It will contain a lot of embeds so for the sake of those who scroll down my home page I’m putting them all behind a cut.

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Trans Guys On Film

Today seems to be a day for films featuring trans people to turn up in my Twitter stream, so I thought I would pass them on.

First up we have Ryan Kennedy and Hazel Edwards talking about their book, f2m: the boy within, and about Ryan’s transition. I’ve had the pleasure of meeting Ryan and Hazel on my various trips to the other side of the globe and they are lovely people.

Next up is a brief update from the fabulous Fox. I’m seriously impressed that he has done a TED talk, and I can’t wait to see it.

And finally, here is Fox’s business partner, Lewis, giving his latest life update.

I guess a common thread throughout those films is the need for those of us lucky enough to be able to be out to represent the trans community to the rest of the world. As Fox says, the more of us there are, the more normal we are going to seem.

At the same time, Lewis is quite right, we need to be doing things other than being publicly trans. I love the idea of trans actors getting roles playing cis people. I mean, why shouldn’t we? (Cue various New Statesman columnists complaining about appropriation and how the horrible Tr*nnies are oppressing them again.)

Afrofuturist Film Kickstarter

I’ve heard from Ytasha Womack via Twitter about Bar Star City, an Afrofuturist movie that she is crowdfunding. You can find the campaign here. It looks very cool.

Having said that, checking out the campaign makes me so glad that I’m into books rather than movies, because you can offer much better low-value perks. Of course if you get to make a successful movie the upside can be much greater, but I’m quite happy in my little literary corner of the world.